i am a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. i am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. i am confident and scared, terrified and excited. i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. i am sick and tired. i am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. i am broken and whole, i am misunderstood and misguided and mislead. i wish on stars and dream my dreams i smile on the outside while im dying on the inside.'